–
The mornings hang here, until..
I peek out of the window and
hurry out of the house for the next door..
Determined to find an answer..
I gently turn the key and
push myself into the hallway..
Moving past discolored leaves and curtains..
I pass them, a lot of them,
the dusty picture frames..
The only doctor among her girl friends..
I see Rosemary, my mother,
Must be 1954, she was never exactly sure..
Here, inside the empty bedroom..
I look for indications of his existence or
is it the lingering thoughts of childhood..
Next to the island in the kitchen..
I see Charles hunched over the chair,
the old newspapers gathered chest high on the table..
He smiles as if to make Rosemary proud..
I am sure he is alive,
his stomach breathing and our dilated eyes have met..
He dunks his tea with a big biscuit..
I see a trail of crumbs,
one of many, around the girth..
Pulling back his dirty green sweater..
I run fingers through his hair and
over his shoulders..
Tell Carolyn to come visit me, he begs..
I will be back – I tell him.
Two minutes is all I have for him today..
Ironical..
I would have just these two minutes
from him while growing up..
Somehow, the morning still hangs..
I feel something doesn’t feel liberating
and it must be his will to live..
But..
I, Carolyn, will let another day pass
and then peek out of the window..
–
Originally composed on: 02/06/2014 6:27pm
– 0 –
About The Article Author:
Hi, I’m Rachana. Its been my dream for years to do something to consciously create a better future where every one of us is excited about our own potential. My challenge to everyone is that they aspire for their personal best and leave a legacy of their work through their contributions to mankind.
One more thing. In December of 2044, I hope to win the Nobel.
Will you join me on this journey of growth and transformation?
Namasté.
Poetry
You Don’t Die Once – A Poem Read by Rachana
https://youtu.be/cAahMdoN9J8 - Want To Listen To The Article Instead? - I’ve written this from the perspective of a mid-lifer, about how we get infinite chances at reinventing ourselves only if we’re looking for those opportunities. My children...
Distraction – Micro Poetry by Rachana
Hi, thank you for reading my micro poems about a single, stolen glance that lodges itself deep in the heart, an obsession taking root and being forever caught in the savage pull of desire. DISTRACTION when you called mea distraction,I laughed it off —I had no...
That Will Leave a Mark – A Poem Read by Rachana
https://youtu.be/9ByubdjMp-U - Want To Listen To The Article Instead? - That Will Leave a Mark In a locked hotel room, two people are orbiting each other in loaded silence. There is desire, there is restraint, and there is the tyranny of...
Totally Reckless – Micro Poetry by Rachana
Hi, thank you for reading my micro poems about desire, risks, and the attempts at being unforgettable. I mightsend a photoI’ll regret tomorrow. you askedwhat I’m wearing —I can’t describethe nothing on. I’m hereinventing our futures— all of them...
Kryptonite – A Poem by Rachana
“To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves,” Federico García Lorca once wrote. This poem explores a kryptonite-like allure that softens iron wills, the digital-age loneliness of glowing screens and unsent...
Cohesion – A Poem Read by Rachana
https://youtu.be/r8htwM3FEhk - Want To Listen To The Article Instead? - Cohesion {NSFW} This poem is a raw, sensual, and unapologetically erotic poem that celebrates intense, prolonged physical and emotional intimacy between lovers. Stay here with these...
Cohesion – A Poem by Rachana
Listen to the audio version of this poem on HERE. This poem is a raw, sensual, and unapologetically erotic poem that celebrates intense, prolonged physical and emotional intimacy between lovers. Stay here with these words, in these suspended, heated moments....
These Poems Are Not Safe for Polite Company: Love, Lust, and the Lines We Pretend Not to Cross
Hi, welcome. In these poems, I’m trying to name the space between don’t and don’t stop — the place where wanting someone leans closer than dignity permits. These lines hold the moments when restraint is about to fail us, when memory refuses to loosen its grip. If you...
That Will Leave a Mark – A Poem by Rachana
In a locked hotel room, two people are orbiting each other in loaded silence. There is desire, there is restraint, and there is the tyranny of civility. They choose not to act, and that becomes the bruise that lingers the longest. Thank you for reading. ...
Wish I Had Never Met You – A Poem Read by Rachana
https://youtu.be/Q-PfOH9jwLo - Want To Listen To The Article Instead? - Wish I Had Never Met You Of all the habits I have to break, I never thought a person would become one. With you, whatever I resist digs deeper. The weather isn’t...
Wish I Had Never Met You – A Poem by Rachana
Want to listen to it instead? Find it HERE. Of all the habits I have to break, I never thought a person would become one. With you, whatever I resist digs deeper. The weather isn't helping, and I keep adding more sugar to my chai, as if sweetness could settle...
Arrested By Your Gravity – A Poem Read by Rachana
https://youtu.be/WMdUc3hYSdA - Want To Listen To The Article Instead? - A Philosophical Freefall Into Desire {NSFW} When our orbits first collided, I tried to name the feeling. I rummaged through the library of sensations to understand what I felt...
Trackbacks/Pingbacks