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You were my first joy, remember.. ??
The day you gave me my first grandchild was the happiest day of my life!
Someone said a mother’s job is done when her last child leaves home..
Someone never held a dying child in their arms..
Bringing you home with the hope that everything would get better..
Rushing you to the hospital in the ambulance..
Waking up to your coughs and aches..
Listening to you pass away by the minute..
And now, there is no one waiting to be cared for…
No one sipping coffee with me on these dry cold wintry nights anymore…
My dear child, the pain that I suffer today as I outlive you is unbearable..
But, I wouldn’t think less of any of the conversations we had over our the years..
I am broken into a thousand pieces,
But there is nothing more I would have wanted to do with life..
If I had to do anything different,
I don’t know what it should have been..
And if only what I write would take away my pain,
I would write forever my child………
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Originally composed on: 02/18/2007 12:44am
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About The Article Author:
Hi, I’m Rachana. Its been my dream for years to do something to consciously create a better future where every one of us is excited about our own potential. My challenge to everyone is that they aspire for their personal best and leave a legacy of their work through their contributions to mankind.
One more thing. In December of 2044, I hope to win the Nobel.
Will you join me on this journey of growth and transformation?
Namasté.
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